Sorry

There are some feelings that I do not like to encounter
Like the feeling when I want to do something, but I can't
Like when I wish I can help, but I can't
Maybe because of the distance, maybe because I'm just not capable of..
I just don't like it...

For example, I can go for a crazy rafting trip in level 4/5 water
where the feelings is almost the same as riding a roller coaster
because I know if there is danger ahead, I can still try to steer the raft away from danger
but I don't like to ride a roller coaster itself
because if there's anything wrong with it, there's nothing I can really do to bring it to safe..

...or when someone says it's lonely being far away
there's nothing I can do except to pray that the time travel faster
and may everything goes smoothly as we hope it would be...